Friday, April 01, 2016

Conscience and Mind Reader


(This chapter is not conclusive in being exhaustive enough and will be expanded. However, keeps all propositions as put forward here.)
I said bad holes begin from very weak instances of fear. And sometimes not even from the fear but from the fear camouflaged with other names such as being left alone, being tired, being curious which all are fears. See, we do not have anything as anger or shame or any other thing. We only have fear; that is, the protection of phallus. All the levels and shades of fear boils down to protection of phallus, to the reproduction of a copy of a human.

In this modern time that I write people discuss if the man and women are biologically equal or as I have extended the idea of equality to the idea of being similar. I said in the chapter on women that they are equal but not similar. That proposition is sociological/biological. Ontologically we do not have a male human and a female human as separate entities to be able to describe their relation.  Reproduction means creating an instance of a copy of a human. This is the reason that we have a half and half population of females and males.

You are at a height; say, at the top of a cliff. You know that you might fall and lose the life. You become aware and cautious.A voice comes to your mind asks you that to relieve yourself from the fear; it calls you as its friend: "Friend, jump down!" The voice is your friend wants you not to be scared, wants you to be relieved. Now, it starts to blame you for not betraying yourself. Meanwhile you hear or rather you feel that there is a desire, an inclination a want of an unknown entity alien to you that likes to push you down. As you like to stay as you are here to stay you push that unknown entity back. Your fight begins. Then psychologists interpret it as the desire to self harming and self annihilation. Psychologists all are wrong. No one wants to self-harm.You are this side, side of yourself. But that voice is on the other side. We discover it when it becomes extreme and pathological; becomes far from normal experience of average population of humans. Pathology shows that certain people, known as the voice hearer, describe that thing in the form of a voice as commanding them. They hear a very cruel, inhumane voice with no feeling with no reason that ask them to annihilate themselves.

Most of people tolerate that command and safely pass the height. Some people do that due to their life style or just train themselves as pleasure such that the voice completely becomes overpowered and never could be heard.

Some people a small portion of population become on the other hand so overpowered that avoid any height or so terrified that they might faint or scream and escape. See, the spectrum is not on a two dimensional line. Here just as an example we found three directions. One who climbs up a 100 meter tower to tighten a screw. One who succumbs to command and throw themselves down. One who totally avoid. Most of population behave moderately between these extremes. Many constantly think about such a situation. Many never think. One who obeys the command of the voice  has got a very big bad hole that has occupied most of his existence. He constantly feels at the verge of the cliff and hears the relieving command of the enemy for self-annihilation. He is feeble and cannot overpower that malicious voice. He confuses the voice with his own self. He believes in voice and knows it good and helpful. He recognises the voice as something Devine and his own psyche as something bad.

This was for a natural situation. Now, lets discuss something known as bad among humans. Is stealing bad? There is no answer to this question. You do not know anything as belong-ness in nature. If one gets a piece of bread in his hand and you are hungry you attack him and take it and eat it except that he has got enough power to repel you.  When you are not hungry you have no motive to take it. You won't notice he is having a bread in his hand. In our society if you take a candy from a child and eat it then when you go home and want to sleep a voice starts to blame you. Your "conscience" blames you. You are a conscientious person as modern people now say. You can't sleep. Without further ado this is the same voice that asks you to jump and relieve yourself from fear of falling. The voice asks you to betray yourself go and surrender to police and feel relief. Conscience have more plans for you after that surrender. Why it is the same voice. As people train themselves to go to the top of the tower, people can silence the voice for taking the candy from the children. In kindergartens you frequently can find staff who pilfer candy bars children bring from home for their midday break. Those staff sleep comfortably at nights.

Between  that situation in nature that you were allowed to take the bread from the weaker human without qualm to the situation that you could not sleep for stealing the candy bar there are immense layers of social structure fears and socialisation:

"Thou shalt not steal"

This command is from the good hole. It is from out of your head, from another human, but still you do not know what is stealing in above command. You were hungry and more powerful and took the bread from the weaker who had that or had earned it. You were not hungry but took the candy bar from a child just because you liked a dainty snack. The voice inside your head, the bad hole, does not recognise the difference. How? You are hungry and have earned a bread then you see some one who can't earn and beg you for that bread. You give it to him or  deprive him; in both cases, the voice blames you. If you do not give then at the time that the voice blames you, then you might think that it is "your" conscience as something on the side of the defender of good actions. If you  give the bread then the voice blames that "why when you are in need you give the result of your toil to someone who is lazy." It is enough that you put your head on the bed while you are hungry. Voice comes to you. More complex social structures bring more from the voice such as  you gave the bread as you are a hypocrite, self deceiving person, you should not be proud, you should not show off, you should be this you shouldn't be that. You are walking on a rope at a height and every moment that voice tilt you to one side and you become constantly stressful lest to fall. As it is quoted that Moses killed the man and said that it was Devil  who killed the man. I do not believe that Moses killed anybody as I later explain why. But it is actually the Devil who kills not the man.


That some say certain person, say a politician or a wealthy man is evil or is Satan or is antichrist is wrong. Vastness of occupation and control of bad holes is manifested by callousness of the en-captured human entity. Depending to how callous a man to be towards pain of other humans this closes the gap of recognition of altruism against conscience. Only altruism decides. It is because religions in general do not recognise the conscience as the source of moral behaviour. Conscience is the sitting room of the bad holes, Devil. It does not make morality among humans. It creates stress as you expect from the bad holes. A religious morality means following external examples of moral-practicing entities. How it happens? In the same way that you create your language. You listen how adults talk. Then you imitate it. Then you create a sketch of grammar. Than you put that in work and you experience if that has been to the fineness of environment. Then you make that sketch more fine tuned. If you grew in an environment that uses sign language you do not develop talking you only will be able to communicate with sign language. You have no external source and examples of talking and from inside there is no helping hand to teach you the correct talking.

Conscience is a recent idea from enlightenment and humanism. It is precursor to accepting Satanism.



Wednesday, May 06, 2015

Put Your Night Dreams All Away

To further explain, let me put forward few terms in way that I use.
  • Psychology : Whatever any of you understand from this word, whether on consensus or not. It is study of one person regardless of others.
  • Family : Man plus woman plus zero or more child(ren).
  • Sociology :  Study of aggregate of humans when they are establishing something, a structure, out of more than one family.
  • Social psychology or psychological sociology: philosophers might emphasise to choose and use one or the other; it is the study of psychology of an entity such that that entity constitutes of more than one person in its sociological background.
  • There is no such thing as study of one imaginary person grown from his birth, alone and in isolation, in a remote island.
This introductory paragraph helps us to recognise different instances of bad holes in their different sizes, and in different settings from very unrecognisable instance to one that I described as the one who is lacking any human host inside its body. We are unmasking bad holes when we encounter pathologies. Pathologies are exaggerated  and amplified demonstration of inner and most of the time invisible bad holes that at its final form comes as embodiment of Satan:
The bad hole that now has got his own body is hungry, and there is no human inside it to satiate [IT].
Whatever man produces as dream-thoughts could be daydreams, i.e., good holes or night dreams, i.e. bad holes. Regression is also of the texture of good holes. I define regression as going back in time in your mind and remembering your experiences of life and in a daydream forgetfulness repairing faults, revenging miseries and in a quantum leap restarting your life from that point in all glory and success that you believe you deserve.

Hence, when you are sleeping and you see the dreams, know all of them from the bad hole not from you; not anything related to you and not to your existence what so ever. Source of all of them is the bad hole. You find yourself and part of your affairs among random pieces of those dreams but they are actually constituents of the enemy inside visualised in that way, using your  vocabulary to communicate with you.

I already said that psychoanalyst knows the dreams important as keys to your fears and to your fearful experiences and tries to use them in interpreting the root and episodes of your past frightening and fearful events that suffer your soul in an attempt to heal them. This is very rudimentary understanding of bad holes as the complexities of bad holes are already in level of human mind by itself and they act with that complexity so also, especially when it gets so powerful that might appear as a dysfunction or malaise against normal behaviour of average human.

That entity should be burned completely as we see in the book of Moses when he encountered the burning tree and then he came out all white and his staff (his phallus that already had been raped by the antichrist) live and lively again and he in charge of it. That staff anihilated the staff of antichrist which is not the phallus of human but actually the tail of serpent. He kneeled down the power of chicanery of Satan.

If one needs to interpret anything should interpret his own daydreams and regressions when his soul is in charge and in control.

Satan I said is the carcass of human filled with the bad hole and empty of any human residual entity. It is interpreted by Messiah as a human filled with the serpent as if the head of serpent coincides with the head of man and its tail coincides with what the phallus of the man should be.

This is the reason that man circumcise to physically differentiate between phallus and tail of snake. Man also believed that clitoris of woman is the tail of serpent in the sense of this discourse and knew women the source of influence of Satan. This is absolutely wrong and inspired by Satan. Satan only has carcass of human and inside is all bad hole. It has no gender and physically  perhaps hermaphrodite. As we see in the book of Women, man and woman are two complementing pieces that together make one unit of human, each bring a part of human phallus to make a whole phallus.

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Dreams Are not You. Satan walks on earth.

As an animal, man in nature, should not go into the deep sleeping phases in the way that civilised man experiences. That contradicts with him being on guard against vulnerabilities that he has in the nature in terms of constant threats and miseries surrounding him.
As brain and body of animals evolved more their nervous system became tasked to more house-keeping and information gathering business and his duties of search and finding food, survival and reproduction became more complicated. That made him exhausted in need of rest. While in rest and fall of any movement, vital forces inside him try to shut the entire system into recuperation phase. His eyes become closed to prevent him continuing gathering information and adding to the load of his exhausted body; other senses and means of external communication follow. Only the most necessary activities and those activities that in course of evolution have become adopted with rest state continue to function.
But this period of relaxation does not and cannot continue. Fear and alertness for survival return the body into the awake state. Eyes fall for seconds, ears for a second, nose for less than a second. Then noises, heat and cold and wind and rain interrupt him; most important is the call of duty.
He needs to be careful of his environment. He is vigilant. He is experiencing fear. He is alone sitting in a corner watching the dance floor. A tiny little bad hole starts to converse with him. Bad hole starts to take a picture of his "mind" to use and to aggrandise and to use later. Bad hole takes random pictures. Your eyelids only fall for couple of seconds and fear opens them.
Bad hole injects a couple of random pictures into your mind; you remember them as your dream. Fear, bad holes and dreams become interwoven together. A new creature similar to mind of man but invisible and without body and adversary to man begins to emerge next to man. It digs to open more room for itself and less room for you. Serpent sneaks into the Garden of Eden.
At any occasion the bad hole takes the opportunity to approach to you and carve out a piece of you. Best time is when you are not fully on guard: just at the moment that your body becomes numb and your eyes fall, capitulated and completely exhausted, and the moment that your body returns to alertness, and you are not sure what information just at that moment is the most important to be fetched from your memory, or needs to be acquired from the environment.
Interval between these two in civilised human has reached to as long as ninety minutes, in most natural and safe situations.
How far how deep the bad hole can penetrate and occupy the man, occupy you?
Similar to other natural phenomena it occurs in a spectrum from very weak to very powerful. In weak occurrences most-of-you is you yourself integrated and under your own control. Bad holes are in check and long way to grow. This is among most of population.
If bad holes grow man starts to fight with them. That can consume part of his energy and functionality.
Cases happen that man is completely goes under the control of bad holes. He exists but cannot overcome the bad hole commands, communication and control. He is overwhelmed by constant intervention of bad holes.
What if nothing remains of man and man completely becomes occupied with the bad hole? Then the bad hole has a body of its own. This is rare in nature. Even a small residue of man inside his body fights back with all his might against full occupation of bad hole. (Remember protons are stable but even among them you might find few that disintegrate to other entities - a very rare occasion.)
However, similar to all phenomena, one might observe in few rare occasions, through the history, such a situation that a man is empty of man and filled only with bad hole.
Bad hole occupies an apparently human entity fully with no human residue in its body. What is this, embodiment of bad hole, then? This THING that I said should be shown like chemical radicals inside brackets as [IT]. This THING that is not he or she or even usual it? What is that THING?
Bad holes suffer their host with fear, shame, dis-functionality, and other malaises. Bad hole, as already I explained, reads the mind of its host and brings a picture of the past bad experience synchronised with the present situation to make that bad experience more persistent. What such embodiment of bad hole might look for? There has remained no host for it to suffer what will be behaviour of such a muonium element?

Humans have experienced occasional occurrence of such entity. They have called it Satan. An embodiment of human shape that is full of evil; the perfect bad hole. There is no hooves, horn and tail and no fiery eyes and no fork teeth.

Satan looks for, searches for someone to suffer in place of the host that it lacks. Satan looks to find the Perfect Human among the human aggregate.


Friday, November 14, 2014

Can You Invest on Dreams?

From ancient times dreams were a source of fascination for human beings; made him believe that beyond this world that everything is solid, harsh, irreversible and hurting there is another world where impossible easily can become possible. One could see he falls from the cliff but he wakes up safe and sound without any bone broken. Hence, there is another world somewhere out there that should be searched for. Only that one needs to find a way. But, wait a minute! Why such a world, the world he sees in dream, is so hash-mash and mishmash, so randomly patched?

Humans used to believe that dream is a door to beyond open to them. He believed it is his soul, his spirit, some etheric intangible entity, that is not vulnerable to harshness of material world, and in contrast to it, that can be separated from his body and easily can travel into and experience the other worlds and even might be able to carry his body. Who, then, interprets these things, these sceneries that man beholds?

The key answer and key of messiah psychoanalyst is this : interpreter is the "mind" of human. So there is mind and there is dream : two things. Mind watches the dream or has to watch the dream helplessly. Human can observe that he cannot control flow of dreams and while he is watching the dream - and he believes he is in dream - he has not power to assert himself and is not able to change its course.

There were reasons that man believed dreams should be part of him. He had day dreams, too. He used to sit on the side of the cliff and to imagine that he could fly over to other side of the gorge. He loved to immerse in the raging waves and could breath and swim and come alive from the other shores. He had a wish that he could beat the ruler down in face of his injustice to become the ruler and to rule with all justice. He could understand that these are all just day-dreams and at the end of the day he has to tolerate all miseries for a piece of rotten bread. Therefore, dreams, when he is sleeping, are part of his wishes similar to his daydreams; he speculated.

Again the key predicament, I put extend forward, is that he is able to stop the daydream and control it and revise and change it and make himself the winner of wishes in his imagination and even makes it true by personal strife and struggle, all in contrast to what the "night" dream is.

Man also believed that as having mind and soul is endowed only to humans then only humans, and no animal, can have a dream.

Interpretation of dreams started to become part of endeavour of humans and in particular part of commitment of medicine men, priests and witches.


Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Can I Invest on Holes?

Psychoanalyst, correctly, has based its paradigm on the idea that these capsulated information bits and pieces, called complexes in their jargons, can be deciphered and opened and faced with by deep thinking to remember past memories and dreams. What was found wrong with psychoanalysis that it became deserted? I already discussed it. First, it became the tool of Hollywood and Satanism that is pervading modern societies. Second it was not followed and corrected by generations of people who should be as bright and innovative and original discoverer in the same level as its founder. Third it fell in the hands of pseudo-science and charlatans and started to be used to create generalised babbles to sooth and cheat and gather wealth and power. It created descriptions that almost every person with any personality could accept as his own description (these generalised descriptions are kind of keys that can be abused to open the inner sanctuary of humans for Satan, and has been used so). It helped to excite new frequencies for bad holes. See, you cannot say that internal combustion engines discovered but only few wealthy people could use its benefits and others mostly became hurt by it.

I talked about bad holes as if I have seen them and have taken their pictures. My propositions seems like what they call nominalism. I create a name and mount attributions on it. Then I believe it exists without being able to prove that the basic entity should exist at the first place. Again I remind you that I got the idea of holes from  the semiconductors; holes that I describe as the excitements in lattices of human societies fit comprehensively in those models similar to a pseudo-particle. I also mentioned similar abstractions useful for practical benefits that in theory defy the laws of nature. Such were an ideal band pass filter or a choke in electrical current, passing  into superconductivity and other second degree phase transformations in  material, existence of liquids that look like solid due to extreme viscosity. You need to assume an axiomatic entity and see if it fits your requirement, inclusively and excluding.

Again it comes where is Messiah in these arguments. Psychoanalyst, approached brilliantly to connect tumults of human soul with his societal behaviour and his religious, transcendental thoughts, perceptions and interpretations and among those phenomena we find claims of certain humans as being a messenger from a supreme, superior, divine being. However, having an atheist bias, due to the prejudices of the time that inhibited any assertion of such kind of investigations as blatantly dismissed and superstitious, psychoanalyst did not commit itself to further and deeper exploration of such realms.

Monday, March 17, 2014

Four Characteristics of Bad Holes

I try to engage further with psychoanalysis, without using their ideas. It is my own ideas but could coincide with theirs or use their type of discourse.
First characteristic of bad hole is that IT likes to talk with you. Its talk is not friendly. It talks as if it has got its authority from the god, or as if you are its slave or a child under its guardianship. It talks only to blame you as if you have done an unforgiveable sin. Remember, story of Adam and garden. Satan seduced man to something then god forgave man. If the sin was serious god would not forgive him. Seriousness of the sin is the blame that man receives from Satan. You can sort out things with god but you can't with Satan. You are from the material of god but you have not anything with Satan. Satan is like a shadow and you can't fight with a shadow. Bad hole means lack of something. It looks real since you are the real one.

Second, the bad hole tries to connect to your body and asserts itself. Bad hole has not a body and needs your body to move around and brings the dormant bad holes into the life such that in human society only bad holes move around and human succumbs to their overwhelming dominance and human race becomes annihilated.  Later we'll see if the bad holes can get enough soldiers they will annihilate the entire universe. That is a future proposition that we might infer from our arguments. Well, back to dance-floor, you might become ashamed not joining the boogie and that is a somatic condition triggered by the bad hole. When you are bashful, your body is passing a stage synchronising with state of your mind. Your mind is busy analysing the environment and planning strategies to attach to social lattice. It commands secretion of a modest amount of chemical to engage with situation. It is a good potion for the body. You have seen a four-year-old child  taken to a friend's house. At the beginning she is silent and "polite" and behaving, sitting in an armchair next to mum. You say that he is bashful. After an hour you have to leave the friend to take the child out before she demolishes your friend's house beyond any economical repair. Therefore, that shyness is part of human nature and fades upon reconnaissance of place . One is not sure if the visiting environment is friendly or hostile. It is not fear (which is a kind of shyness and vice versa). It is not a sin (again shyness). "God put me in this garden. I am not sure if that tree is something edible or poisonous. But, anyway, I am bashful to approach and examine. Let me wait for a while and then taste." And, after a couple of days, god has to take you out before you demolish the garden beyond any repair. At the point that you are bashful to examine, bad hole finds the opportunity to realise itself towards becoming existing. It compresses all the information of that point of the time-space-chemistry-etc. in a code, adds fear to it and save it somewhere for ITS own future reference. How can IT do that job? Where in nature you have seen that a chunk of information can be encapsulated? Yes, remember ants. The ant who returns from its search gets encapsulated information of the address of its colony from the coming ants and gives encapsulated information of address of the food to them: "Where is the queen?" and the other "Where is the food that you have found?" And we said, "Where is the path to brain?" and next door neuron or something asks, "Where is the point of burning?" When the ant gets to home it is yet another ant; he cannot remember where was the food. He only remember the address of colony. When signal of burning gets to brain then it is not burning anymore; it is a pain inside the brain

Third specification of the bad hole is that it creates dreams. When you are sleeping, you are rejuvenating your body. Your mind allows your body to sort out itself and make up for sufferings you have received during the day. Your mind allows its slave to rest. Primitive man in nature had another way of sleeping. Modern man should wake up and connect with and check the environment every ninety minutes. That is similar to the point that you were bashful. You are excited to face the arena. It is deeper than entering your friend's and chemicals are more readily available for the bad hole to jump. Your mind does not accompany you as coordinated as should be. While you are in preparation, the bad hole makes your cognition full of the scattered points of bashfulness capsules.

Last characteristic is that the bad hole, upon acquiring certain level of control over you, starts to talk with people. IT completely overpower you in many arenas of activity where IT has got its keys to switch you off.

Saturday, December 07, 2013

Bad Holes are Independent Entities

You are eager to know if the bad hole is part of you or independent of you and what is "bad" in it. It is not part of you. "You," means all things which are in favour of you. Similar to good holes bad holes are out there waiting,  non-causal, until they attach to you by a cause. That cause is not related to you. If your dance partner has not received their cards or received it very late it is not your fault. This is the first step that you can take, to get rid of the bad holes. Viruses use the machinery of your cells into their possession and destroy the life or make it miserable. Cancer cells are human flesh but they are not part of the human body and their goal is not improve or sustaining life for the inflicted person. Psychoanalysis did not recognise this and confused them with you. I hope I can progress further, if Messiah stays with us. Bad hole jumps on your nerve like an independent living individual and ruin your night out. Otherwise, you can sit and enjoy many hours there. You need not to be one of the dancing individuals to have a pleasing time. You can sit and drink and watch the dancers. You can listen to different tunes played by the orchestra, enjoy the lighting and decoration of arena. Think about forms, sounds, solve something you had at the back of your mind from work, home, or school. Suddenly a bright idea could come to your head. You could easily feel being inside the social bonding of the dancing group firmly bound into their lattice. You are human with infinite dimensions to play with. But the bad hole knocks you only about the sole activity that you did not commite to: the dance. IT tries to blame you and keep you busy with its blame. You are being knocked. Your being blamed. IT is knocking. IT is blaming. It gives the feeling of humiliation by belittling you. The amount that you surrender to its influence, will be the amount of miserable feeling in you; that is being beaten and stung by an alien invisible enemy within you. You succumb to Satan - your enemy - in its burgeoning form. Psychoanalysis calls this a burgeoning neurosis. You avoid infinite activity of mind and accept surrender to some ignorable retreat.
Bad hole, even in its dwarf stage, like a good hole is a full human with all intelligence of a human. IT does not like to remain dwarf and unnoticed. IT wants to replace you in the society and fill you and move your physical body like a cloak, like a carcass of a zombie around and to show all the arts that it has, to other humans. IT likes to be mobile and flowing in society and activate dormant members of ITs kind inside the others into the rebellion phase. IT moves inside your psyche, inside your mind, your soul, you memory in search of pieces useful for its mission to tighten its grip on you. You have just missed an opportunity, a very unimportant one. Your partner could be with you and by all fairness one of you could be very tired from the daily chores and would prefer to sit and to talk. But the bad hole has no forgiveness for you. Bad hole wants to make a disaster from you are being left alone. Bad hole takes a full picture, a full copy of your psyche at that miserable situation with all shades, colours and details and keep it somewhere usurped in your memory for ITs future referral. It smears your soul with its own footprints and saliva and its insectile fecula.

Bad holes have four essential characteristics. They are in charge of creating almost all of your dreams. They create undesirable somatic discomfort. They talk to your psyche as if being an authorised in charge and owner of you and lastly they try to shut you down and talk in place of you with people, mostly through the body language and your unwanted lapse of tongue.

Most human beings experience them as dreams, and that is it. Then they talk about those dreams and sometimes believe them or become frightened and thoughtful of those dreams then the bad hole becomes satisfied. Bad hole tries to materialise itself from that launch pad.
Bad hole partially shuts down you.